First day of school.

First.
Day.
Of.
School. (copied from a book)

And im already falling apart.
Dont think i can hang on much longer.
FIrst, had this stupid introducing yourself stuffs going on. Then got a break. Then came back and had something else on. Then mysteriously another break. AND when i came back to class, MOST ppl were gone. GONE. only left those Clit ppl ther. MAN. so i went looking for my class.
It was really weird and odd. Not like a class at all.

I miss 2J.
I really do.
It's like in this new class, everyone is so seperated, so unfamiliar.

Just like you were travelling to some faraway land. And then you see a familiar face, you feel like you are .. .. HOME.

HAix.. damn depressed.

Had EL until 6.05 or sumthing..

ANd thought abt the times 2J shared.
It just came over me like a wave of sadness..
And i found myself crying on the bus.
Okay, i noe its kinda lame or stupid but i really dunt know why.

And when you walk up the familiar stairs.. you often had the urge to climb two more flight of steps. Cuz you were too use to it. And when you look out from the window, it seems like just yesterday when we were still classmates. Those were the times... I wish time would turn back and return us back to 2J '05. I really do.

I finally understands the pain of missing and departure. It felt worse than the last day of school.

I really miss 2J.

I wish i had treasure 2J more.
But i guess now the best i can do is by remembering the times we shared and let the memories stay in my heart forever. 2 Jawdroppers 2005 ROCKS on!!!!!!!!!!

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